..
Reflections
Of A Clown
Looking
back,
I realize
One cannot
lose
What
one never had.
Oh, I
would be amusing
so you would lend yourself
and,
fool that I was,
I would
try to drink from
The Mirage,
refusing
to believe
I would
ever thirst
again.
Trying
to please,
I made
myself
your
Jester,
dancing
on my toes
to
make you smile.
Sometimes
it worked.
But,
all too often,
I would
trip
and fall
upon
My Heart.
Now,
thrust
before
The Mirror
Of Retrospect,
I try,
in vain,
to see
The Beauty
of it
all.
But all
that comes
to My
Mind's Eye is
The Reflection
of A Clown.
©1970
L. E. Weyts
.